Tuesday, November 04, 2003

as usual, i've been having strange dreams lately.

on saturday during a short nap, i dreamed that the most recent bank statement of my checking account showed a balance of just 85 dollars and some cents.

it's funny cuz... i had forgotten about the dream when i awoke from it, but a few hours later, i suddenly got hit with a vague memory of seeing a bank statement... with $85.

i actually thought it was for real until i finally opened the bank statement that had been on the dining table all week.

and just last night, i had a dream that i was in high school, and all the girls in the school were contestants of a beauty pageant. all the dresses were either pink or purple, and mine happened to be a long and ugly bright pink dress... and it even had holes.

it must've been at least a hundred girls standing on a huge stage with about 5 judges sitting in the first row of the auditorium. the judges were in professional suits and had mean, evil looks on their faces.

music started playing, and we were asked to dance. i stood, not knowing what to do, until a judge pointed his pencil to me and motioned me and some others to leave the stage.

in a single line, we left the building and sat on the steps outside while we complained about how none of the girls inside were worthy of the grand prize. many had difficulty hiding their anger and contempt, and eventually, all left to go home.

but i sat on the steps alone in the rain.

hmm... this dream is new to me. 75% of my dreams involve one of three things-- death (of either me or somebody else i care about), my wedding (trust me, i'm not one of those girls who constantly daydream of my wedding day), or the first day of school.

what could possibly be on my mind to produce such a dream, i wonder.

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